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| Hola ! |
Been so long since i last blogged! I've been itching - yes, itching, my choice of vocabulary is just that special - to blog since last week, i was on my dashboard already then i realized i am having my exams on the following week and i usually take hours and hours to blog - okay, i am not being completely honest here, i'll take like an hour or so to make a post and i'll scroll though random stuffs in between while blogging because sometimes i get too overly excited and i have to cool down and think or else you can end up reading paragraphs after paragraphs of...(wanted to write crap but no, i can't call them crap) thoughts i have on my ultra random mind - and i have so much revision awaiting me!
And look what just happened! I am amazed by how fast and much i can type outta sudden within minutes.
It was a really epic examination. Almost everything was a lie. I prepared really really hard for this exam since i wanted to get A+s because after this exam the chances of getting one would be...very low. I got barely five hours of sleep daily, mind you, when i sacrifice my sleep for something, it must be really important to me, i got so stressed up, i lost control and binged a lot and i barely have time to work out. In a nutshell, my preparation for this exam fucked everything up.
Why did i say everything was a lie? Not exactly a lie actually, probably a trick? or maybe you can call it "plot twist" LOL at first add maths was supposed to be on Monday but they changed the schedule out of sudden so we had physics on Monday! I was like omgomgomg so dead and i screwed up physics because i happened to focus on the wrong chapters. I was pretty mad on the first day of exam, i don't know why, but i was boiling with rage.
On the second day, i was presented with another "plot twist" ! We had "fill in the blanks" for our komsas ( BM literature) which is like unbelievably easy but there is an extra essay question (teacher told us that we're not tested on essays for this exam previously). I was totally amazed. I started thinking like, fuck it, this is a total joke.
On the third and fourth day, i started relaxing a little. I still studied but I've learnt to chill. Just chill, it's only the first exam, i need to stop swearing so much too lol.
And finally, i sat for my last two papers, Moral and Sejarah ( history) today. More plot twists! Frankly, i really hate Moral, i'm not sure if i've mentioned it on my blog before or not but if i was given a choice, i would drop moral out of the nine subjects i am taking without doubt! I hate memorizing the 36 damned definitions, fyi, we have to memorize everything, WORD BY WORD IN CORRECT ORDER. It's completely useless. Sejarah on the other hand surprised me by having form four questions for structures although teacher told us there's only form five chapters for subjectives.
What an epic exam!
I am glad it's all over now and i know I've tried my best and that's all that matters. I'llcontinue working hard for SPM!
Selfie break for you after such a wordy post haha.
Exams aside, there's a quote i would like to share..
"Better to remain silent and be thought as a fool
than to speak and remove all doubts."
There were people spreading untrue rumours in school previously and i would be lying if i say i am not affected at all. I mean I didn't do anything worth being guilty, why are people doing this? Then i remembered another quote,
"Great mind discuss ideas,
average minds discuss events,
small minds discuss people."
Apart from that, I've bake chickpea blondies today and they were great! I'll consider sharing the recipe here on the next post, i've got to go and workout now since I've been in front of the computer since i've done baking which is like three hours ago. I'm still determined about getting my dream stomach!
Not to forget,
Happy holidays lovelies! ♥
oops, another selfie hehe
Yours truly,
Sheunny xx
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