School Crap

An old photo of me from last month. Sad to say
Just couldn't bear to upload any recent photos of myself on my blog
 i think i am getting uglier and uglier recently and it's an eye sore
*bangs head on the wall*

I guess it's been some time since i last knock my keyboard and type things about school. As my title suggested, this post would be about crappy things from school but you'll see me getting far away from my title at times cause you know how easily i can get carried away by those random thoughts and yes, i have loads of random thoughts running through my mind almost all the times. So I warn you first, this would be a post of mindless rambling so you may stop reading if you're not interested.

I'm getting lazier and lazier to go to school, what to do, no attraction at school, except talking to my girlfriends about all sorts of random things at the corridor. Other than that, most of the school hours recently are spent on giving us back our papers. I am so ashamed of my own results, i can only blame myself for being not prepared enough. I am still not familiar with the formats and the marking scheme is crazy, i hate it so much for narrowing the choices of answers that can be accepted even though it is logical, yes, that's one of the "great" education system we have in our country. How can i not love my country? Like seriously. 

I feel so unmotivated to study at times and it sucks to suck. I am most probably among the worst in class. I kept hearing people complaining over their so-called "bad" results in class when they already get an A, how i wish i could be that "bad" too! I guess nobody knows how bad my results really are this year since i didn't show them like how i used to, last year i'll be like jumping when i get satisfying results and crying when i get disappointing results but this year i don't think any of my results are acceptable for the norm standards. 

I am so sick of crying over a stupid damned paper ( ok, its not just 'a' but never mind, you get what i am trying to say ) so i chose to let it go. No point crying over split milk anyways. Congratulations to my friends who managed to score so well in this exam although it was hard as hell, you guys are truly geniuses and i am proud to have friends like you, thank you people for helping me to understand my mistakes and explaining the solutions to me patiently, i love you guys, if there's something i am glad that i did, it would be no doubt be friends with you guys! I can't imagine school life without you all, honestly. 

I'll put my aim on SPM! I swear i'll continue scoring straight A's in SPM like how i did in PMR & UPSR!