Besides that, we're gonna have a two week holiday which means no school for half of the month, how cool is that? Actually i prefer two weeks holiday over one month holiday because i hate having a hard time to switch from holiday mood to school mood after such a long break whereas two weeks is just perfect to take things of my mind and have a break from the hectic life of schooling. Just saying. I wished i could drive so that i could crash over my friends' house every now and then haha. I think that is enough to explain why i love August and so should you maybe?
Just in case you're wondering, i got the picture above from tumblr and i love tumblr at times because i find most of the random things there fascinating, most of the people i follow are from Paris ( oh Paris, i swear i'm gonna have a shop til i drop there one day! ) which makes things like so much more awesome and i can spend hours being engrossed in tumblr when i am stressed up from my homework. I get stressed up pretty easily and i tend to break down whenever i fail to chill out so i have to find ways to sorta unwind myself.
If you ask me how's 2013, i can tell you very frankly that i hadn't achieved anything worth remembering so far, I've spent half year finding myself, losing myself, back to finding myself all over again. Form four syllabus is totally different from form three, i think i even had slight schizophrenia, a mental disorder characterised by a breakdown of thought processes and by deficit of typical emotional responses. Half of the times I'm trying to be lenient to myself, saying "just forget it, form four is a honeymoon year", then I'll be like, "you're forever stupid, no matter how much time you spend on revising" followed on by loads of break downs then i go pushing myself over limit to study. I guess i ill treated myself. I should be more constant on my revisions and exercises instead of letting myself scrolling though my phone all day then forcing myself to study later on. I should enjoy studying, that's what my dad always tell me to do :)
I'm glad to have understanding friends around me at school and parents who never demand straight A's from me. I learnt to appreciate and not allow myself to take advantage of anything that is blessed on me. I shall work hard and make the most out of each day cause it's you only life once and you shall make every day worth while!
Can you believe i spend two hours to post this? I hate how time passes so quickly when you're unaware yet there's nothing we can do about it since time and tide wait for no man (wait, man? does that mean it waits for girls? LOLOL ignore my lame humor, it just popped up in my mind, as random as i always am) But it's not like i have the habit of blogging every month to express the thoughts for the month so yea. I hope you didn't get bored out reading this! Signing off here x
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