I'm in SMKBBSL for two weeks now. I must say transferring school is -hands down- one of my best decisions ever. I have the sudden urge to just talk about my "SMKBBSL story" so my blog comes in handy now :D
Excited and anxious, I stepped in to SMKBBSL all by myself on the first day of school. Unfortunately, i got rejected and it my heart shattered, okay, why am i saying as if i just been through a break up? The school told me i had to collect and submit all my projects and files from my previous school in order to be registered and so i went back to SMKTC for one day but i don't think i wanna talk about that.
So on the following Monday, i went to SMKBBSL again, and i got arranged into 5 Nurani, as expected/wished. I was overwhelmed with everyone's enthusiasm, super touched with how everyone welcomed me with open arms, most of all, my friend from tuition saved me a seat next to her in class! I really couldn't ask for better.
I am extremely grateful to be a part of 5 Nurani. Although it's inevitable to feel neglected at times because they are all busy with loads of stuff which i am new to and not involved in, the laughter and fun i had with them totally made up for that. They treated me as a part of the class in no time, so i wouldn't be an awkward loner. They also added me into their group chats which is a whole new things to me. It's my first time being in such and active group where i am not the one who talks most. It's really hard to stay away from my phone now because of them haha.
Not to forget my new friends from other classes and also Amelia (if you're reading this, well, i just wanna say thank you la) for showing me around and accompanying me during recess every day plus introducing your friends to me.
It's a miracle how i look forward to school every day ♥
Also, I've seen the true colors of certain people who meant a lot to me once ago. All those fucking lies should really just rot in hell. Sorry, maybe it's all my fault for being so naive. Sometimes we have to make a decision to let go of people in our lives because they simply can live without you. Letting go doesn’t mean you don’t care about someone or something anymore; it’s just realizing that the only thing you truly have control over is yourself, right here, right now. It’s a necessary process of adapting to the ever-changing realities of life – leaving behind the past to make way for the present.
Tomorrow's a public holiday because it's Thaipusam, so Happy Thaipusam in advance heh!
xoxo,
Sheunny
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