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I realised that insecurity lies in everybody and for some people, it's really hard to fight it at times.
I also realised that most people tend to not show their appreciation towards those who really care for them.
I have this sudden urge to write a post to express my appreciation to people around me. And it goes like this :
You know you meant something to me if ...
1. I've ever continue talking to you even it's past 11pm.
If you know me well, you'll surly noticed that i am not someone who likes to stay up late often but if i stay up late for you, you must really meant a lot.
2. I've ever make the effort to start the conversation with you.
Fyi, sometimes I can be really selectively social, not anti social. People who aren't close with me would think I'm quiet, sometimes i don't even feel like talking to my acquaintance. If i am not hesitant to approach you and talk to you, (either/both reality and online), you must be someone special.3. I've ever wrote you a birthday message with more than three sentences.
Usually I'll just write typical messages like "Happy Birthday, have a blast, may all your wishes com true etc" but if I've ever written anything more than that, don't doubt my love for you.
4. I've ever posted a photo of you or with you on my social networks.
I don't usually post much fyi so yeah, be honoured (just joking!) unless you're a new friend, or there's a special event etc.
5. I've ever let you know if I cried or you've ever seen me crying.
I am the girl who can laugh the loudest in front of everyone and act that I'm alright but then end up crying myself to sleep or breaking down in front of you when i can't take it anymore. Somehow i hated to put my amour down in front of others so if you've seen me crying.
Damn, I'm being so truthful here.
Damn, I'm being so truthful here.
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Ps. Don't ask me why am i being so sentimental/emotional right now haha and before it's over, Happy Chinese New Year !
Signing off,
Sheunny xx
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