People come & go.

I realized i'm getting better and better at "living in the moment". 

*pats myself on the back*
I appreciate things the way it is, at that very moment.

I have come to the point where i'm starting to feel okay about having temporary people in my life.
they might just appear in one part of my life, sometimes even an amazing part, then they will leave.

It sounds a bit depressing but trust me, it's not. 

I just accepted the fact that not everyone is meant to stay in your life forever. 

No, don't get me wrong,
I'm not saying that it won't happen.

If you have people who have stayed in your life for a long long time, never left, never leaving ever, 

well, good for you :) 

This isn't something people would usually put out there and talk about but I'm just drafting this.

I'm not sure if it would make it on my blog. But if you are reading this then it must have made it.

Okay.

I had a couple of friendships that i once treasured, i thought we would be "friends forever"
oh well, people grow up, people grow apart.
it can be completely unintentional, but it happens.
we went separate ways, meet new people,
out of sight initially, out of mind eventually.

there were times i tried to maintain and keep the friendship but it takes two to tango.
but it's okay, we meet different people at different stages of life.
it's okay.

I'll just remember the good times we used to have.
Those memories will stay forever, i'll cherish them for as long as i could :)

I guess i can call myself lucky cause i've never been back stabbed before

 (yet? ok i'm not gonna jinx myself lol)

 I have been there for someone, doing everything voluntarily just for her to be happy. 

Of course, as i've said, i did it all on my free will, without expecting anything in return. 

When she got what she needed, she moved on. 

Wow.

There were millions of emotions overwhelming me but all i could say was just, wow. 

Eventually, it wasn't easy, but i did it anyhow in the end, i let it go.
As i've said, people come and go.

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For now, i'll just be grateful for the people who are in my life.
Thank you.

To the few amazing people who are treating me so much better than i deserve.
Thank you so so much.

I'll feed you muffins okay ;)

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here's two photos taken by Walter that i liked
(yes lol at my sudden change in topic)

if this is a meme it would say "when i see food."

& this be would be "did someone say ice cream?"

haha!

Love, 

Sheunny